A deep question.

What if you woke up today with only the things you thanked God for yesterday?


I read this on pinterest this morning, and i must say it got me thinking. Now yes, i would be happy if i woke up only with the things i thanked God for yesterday. I thanked God for Wes, Linda, Stefani, and so many other people and things, because i knew i needed to thank him. I've been going through a hard time in my life, and i thank him for that because it's making me stronger and our relationship stronger.Of course i didn't thank him for Charlie (my dog), Celena, my other close friends, or elizabeth (i actually might have but i can't remember), so i would be sad if i woke up without those things. However, i did thank him for some of the best things in my life and i'm glad for that. But that was just yesterday. Lately i haven't been to great with always thanking him, or saying my prayers, or being the person He wants me to be. I've fallen off the wagon quite a bit recently, and i'll be the first to admit it's hard to stay on. But i want to so badly, and the hard times in my life is no reason to fall of. I seriously envy the people who remain close to God no matter whats happening. I read a tumblr of a girl who has been abused by family her whole life, denied from her church, and so many other things, yet she remained close to God even while it was hard.


I'll finsih this later, it's time for school.


Okay, i'm back. Anyways, this girl is so amazing and so inspiring. It's just so shocking. 


I feel like i had more to say, but i've forgotten it over the course of the day.