I just want to make it. At this point, i am seriously doubting if i will because i am literally driving myself nuts. I don't know how i'll make it through the summer, i just know i'm going to have to do it. Why? Because Beanie is going into 6th grade, and i won't miss a part of her growing up.

I really just want to make it. Make it through summer, through senior year, through life. More than anything i just want to make it.