This is more than likely just a me problem, but oh well. As a kid, i loved food. I ate it at any given chance, and i would even sneak food into whatever hiding spot i could just so i could eat. I have always been and probably always will be a fatty at heart....believe me. I was an adventurous eater, but after one bad taste i wouldn't eat it again. Over the years though i have become the pickiest eater. It's crazy. For example, i don't eat any seafood, eggs, milk, yogurt, fruit, vegetables, frozen macaroni and cheese, grape popsicles, chicken, etc. I tend to stick with starches, fats, beef, and pork as my main food groups. But even within those i'm so picky! No fast food hamburgers, meatloaf, pink meat, frozen meals, overly sweet candy, donuts, pancakes, waffles, etc. I told you there is a lot. It's weird that i even eat at all. Nonetheless, i love food. Egg Rolls are my absolute favorite!
Lately though, not only have i not been wanting eat the food i normally do (chicken nuggets, hamburgers, croutons, pizza) i have been an incredibly peckish eater. I'll eat MAYBE half of my lunch and i'm full. If there is nothing good to eat, i simply won't eat. This is all so incredibly weird for someone like me, especially since i ate like a full grown man for the first 14 years of my life. It's just weird. Here's the thing though, a lot of the time eating makes me feel sad. The thought of eating pleases me, but actually doing so just makes me sad and i'm simply not hungry anymore. I have no idea why. Nothing bad ever happened while i was eating. But some how or another, i have developed this aversion to food. Lets be serious though, i'm okay with it.
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