I just now decided that i am going to blog about each of my days during spring break. Whether they're good, bad, or too complainy. Whatever it is, i will right it. But today is technically day 2, since i skipped school yesterday. Anyways there is just one more thing but i will include that after i talk about my days. (GOAL)
Day 1:
I didn't go to school , we were just sitting there doing nothing (my teachers told us that) so i went to my moms work instead. She teaches kindergarten. And oh goodness was the day something. They were all just so sweet and lovable. Hugs came out of no where, and i seriously had someone elses hand in mine all day. It reminded me of the first year my mom taught kindergarten; i was there a lot and those kids loved me. It's sad to think they're fifth graders now. Anyways i loved being there with them. Helping them count or figure things out, it was just fun. I even ate lunch with them and the sad thing is they eat more for lunch than i do. However they were just so funny and excited to hear about high school (they heard nothing bad), and spring break brought on a whole whirlwind of things for them to say. They are just so cute. There were two best parts of the day though. One being watching the kids try to play kickball. None of them had played, none of them had heard of it. But they tried their hardest and boy did they love it. They didn't get the concept that they were supposed to run after kicking the ball, and they didn't know they were supposed to get the ball and try to get someone out. One little boy thought no matter when the ball came, he got it, so even after he would kick it he would chase his own ball! Another little girl thought she ran home after every kick, so there she came running time after time. I could go on with how much they didn't get, and how flat out adorable they were but i won't. I do wish they had video taped it though. My second favorite moment was spending a few minutes with a little boy who got in trouble. He had a rough day and couldn't go to the party, so as i was sitting with him in the office we just talked and i helped him with his worksheet. And honestly, this kid isn't that bad. He needs attention. He needs someone to care and listen and once you do he is an alright little boy. In fact i'd go as far to say that he's good ( a lot of people don't think so). It was just nice being able to spend time with him. After school ended my day went down, we were driving home in so much traffic and some people just wouldn't move even though it was there turn. Talk about frustrating. I ate a somewhat crappy dinner, and by then there was no such thing as a happy Olivia. I sat in bed from 6:30 til the end of the night. And i was just fine with that.
Day 2:
Today hasn't been as good. I'm not doing anything, and i probably won't at all today. Maybe i'll shower but i doubt it. My mom and sister went to the store, and my sister is in one of her moods. I hate when she's in these moods because she gets somewhat mean and i'm freakishly sensitive. It just isn't a good combination. And being nice to my mom is getting harder....and i've only had to do it for one full day. The reason i say have to is because i told my therapist i would be nice and say thank you at least once a day for the next two weeks. Oh goodness it's hard for a piece of shit kid like me. I won't give up though, i'm just saying it's going to be hell. So i really am not in a good mood today, i don't know why. I just want to sit in bed all day, which is really the worst thing for me to do but who gives a damn. I am going to do what i want right now. My only wish is that the kitchen was closer so i would have to walk less. I need to walk more though, i'm getting so fat. I need to stop eating. I need to do something. Blahh, do you kind of see how today is going? Just not that great. I'm gonna stop now.
EXTRA: The other thing i had to tell you is i have another goal for the next two weeks. I will not complain about my days to anyone. My therapist gave me the number of the company she works with so i can use it, but i won't. I could talk to Abbie or Linda or Grace or even Stefani, but i will not. I am not going to say a word these next two weeks. Not one.
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