So today has sucked. Not because of friends, family, therapy, or anything in particular; but mainly because I've been sad. Just sad for a while now. The kind of sad that doesn't go away, and that makes me want to cry all the time or just sit in bed and watch netflix. I can't explain it better than that. But today something happened.
It wasn't something major, but something that totally effected my day. Christy told me she would pray for me, and told me that she wanted me to pray also. *She gave me something specific to pray about but i don't want to say. And it is her job to tell me what to do considering she's my therapist.* Anyways, i was thinking when i got home and i realized just how much i have left religion in the past few months. There was a time last year when i was so into what i believed; it made me so incredibly happy. But because of this sad feeling all the time and all these other things, i just slowly left it. Well i don't want to do that anymore. Her asking me to pray; her praying for me, honestly made me remember what i'm missing. It pushed me back (somewhat) to where i need to be. It's getting me where i need to go. I couldn't be happier. I just couldn't. It's making me want to get my life back on track in that aspect. I don't know how grateful i could be for today. For the good, the bad, and the boring.
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