I wasn't going to make a third post, however after tonights events i realized there is something i need to say. Basically, two of my friends were beat tonight. I don't know exactly what happened, or the seriousness, however i do know one of my friends throat is bruised, bleeding on the inside, and she has dislocated knees. My other friends ribs are bruised and wrist is hurt. I guess that could give you an idea of whats happening. Everytime something bad happens to one of them, i always promise that things will get better. No matter what happens now, somewhere down the road things will get better. I know they hardly believe me, and they have all the right to. Honestly, how could someone like me, just an ordinary person, promise you on their life that things will get better. And let me tell you, i know i can't really promise that. There's no proof i have to promise things getting better. What i do have is something neither of them have (with their own good reason). I have faith. Faith in God that he will make things better. I know that they've had so much happen, and i know they don't want to be pushed more. But i know with each push they get stronger and stronger, and that God won't push them farther than they can make it. I firmly believe that, and i know things will get better. I couldn't explain better than that, but honestly thats it.
More than anything right now i wish i could take their pain. I wish i could make them have a carefree night, and get out of the living hell they're in. I love them; they're my best friends. I couldn't ask for anyone better, and i would do anything for them. They are my family. If they died i honestly couldn't tell you how'd id make it.
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